MY DAILY LIFE

I was reorganizing my blog today (I was checking if it was AdSense ready, but it wasn't) and read the tagline. Now, I thought to myself, what the hell?  I remember that I started this blog in hopes that I will document everything about me losing weight and that hopefully by the end of the year, when I go to all these family reunions held at New Years' Eve I wouldn't feel so bad about myself and say "I promise, by the end of the year I'll be 100 pounds lighter", but I'm still here not doing anything. I've tried going on a low carb diet and a no sugar diet, I was successful for the first whole week, for the entire week I felt like shit, and I told myself it will all get better and at least I'll feel better by the end of the year, but then a lot of things happened a lot of stress was thrown my way and since I'm no longer stress eating I've had a lot of breakouts and I was anxious all the time . It was difficult so I had to eat a lot...

I'm really good at lying but I wouldn't call myself a compulsive liar . As you all know, I've had my fair share of lying, backstabbing people , so I hate those who lies to my faces, another example of this was on 1st grade where I met two of the worst people out there in elementary private schools. Gabriel and Hans were (are) the worst people I've met in my entire life. I don't know if I'm just petty for remembering all these stuff or I just have a biased memory , but I am sure that those two are those kind of people that you can't forgive regardless of time or apology. What they did to me was the one thing that ruined my entire 1st grade experience (because let's be honest, I did a lot of dumb things). Here's the story: It was PE time, and there's a policy in my school that if you didn't brought your PE uniform with you, you had to write in a piece of paper "I promise to bring my PE uniform next week" until you fi...

Okay, before I go out of my way to rant, I want to say that I love my family, and despite all of the craziness and quirks and negativity I face with them, I still love them, but there are times when you just have to tell everyone, you've been harboring inside your system and let it all out for the world to hear. I personally would not want to tell this on my blog, but my friends are also dysfunctional, so this is the best I can get (my friends always scold me, and compare their life with mine, instead of being empathic and I'm tired of it.) Here are the list I've compiled that is the reason for the anger I feel towards my family 1.  LACK OF UNDERSTANDING AND CARE TOWARDS MENTAL ILLNESS If there's one thing I'm vocal about it in this blog that would be mental illness. I've been diagnosed depression and anxiety twice in my entire high school life, and I've tried to open up about it to my mom twice, and twice she told me that I have nothing...

I might be hated by my fellow Filipinos who are reading this, but I don't give much of a crap about our Human Rights-not human rights in general but rather the Commission of Human Rights. "Liberty means responsibility. This is why most men dread it." - George Bernard Shaw You see, I don't think much about the CHR and also its allies with CBCP because of the actions they have done in the past, but now they are trying to stop and protect the Filipino citizens to gain support for their political agenda which makes me even more disgusted. The CHR actually tried to defend Sen. De Lima and her actions, which is a huge red flag; additionally, the CBCP has men in its quarters that raped and molested children and expects everyone to be swayed by their apology, which is really disgusting seeing that they are using the name of God to push their political agenda. This post is kinda all over the place, so let me try to simplify things L eila De Lima tried to undermin...

This is a complete list of the songs that created the Korean Wave today, though some may not be that internationally known, this songs paved the way of K-Pop, some did unbelievable feats, and some became a trend in South Korea or worldwide.  The songs in the list are all made by me, I didn't use charts, polls, or other websites to create this list. 10. Sorry, Sorry by Super Junior Sorry, Sorry is a song performed by Super Junior in March 2009. This song was able to reach number one in all of South Korea's music charts and as well as Mainland China's. Sorry, Sorry is a song written for a girl whose beauty always captivates guys. I first heard Sorry, Sorry here in my country probably when I was in 4th grade, my classmates always makes parody with the songs tune to insult one another. Since, this is one of the songs that I heard before K-Pop was so mainstream, and how many K-Pop groups are always dancing/singing to this, and how it also launched the Korean...

Today, I woke up with my father slapping me and my brother in the ass with a belt-not a good way to wake your kids up. Before I even had the opportunity to open my eyes , my father Gilbert slapped me and my brother in the ass with a belt and started shouting at us with Filipino curse words and other derogatory terms (as if I'm not aware of it already, am I right?) and told us what worthless piece of shits we are. Today, there has been a class suspension since a typhoon is predicted to make landfall in the Metro Manila, and since we are both stressed out students, we were taking our well deserved sleep, but unfortunately for both of us we have a mentally unstable man for our father. Who the hell wakes their children up in the middle of their sleep, knowing damn well that they are tired and stressed with their studies with a fucking belt? I don't understand. Anyways, my father got angry at us and told us that he had already told us a million times that whenever the d...

Most of my demographic are Filipinos so when I say that I am part Chinese and of European descent, it would not be that shocking since China has a huge influence over the country and that Spanish people ruled over the country for 300 years; anyways, this post is about money, and being part Chinese I've been raised to be wary and aware of my financial stability-this is the reason why I hate people who always complain that they have no money despite the fact that their parents are giving them allowances they just don't take care of it very well. This post is about the time I lend my brother 1000 php ($20) and how he struggled to pay me. I want to write a rant post about how kids my age don't take care of their money that well, but that will be another post in the future.  Early March 2017, my brother told me that he is getting tired of walking every day to school and going home from school, he told me that he's been saving money for something. I thought ...

I don't get hooked to Filipino drama easily because it's all the same, the plot is repetitive, there's nothing unique about them, the acting is cringe worthy, and the lighting, production, and the music is always off-that said, I got hooked to a Filipino TV show called Wildflower for a month. Wildflower revolves around this girl named Lily Cruz who lost her parents to these group of corrupt politicians named Ardiente, she was then adopted by a rich businesswoman and is now seeking revenge with her new identity as Ivy Aguas. The plot is just like any Filipino drama, but there's something unique about them that I got hooked to them, well, not at least I used to. WHAT IS THE FLAW OF WILDFLOWER? The story is boring , most of the time, then a twist will happen then it will get interesting again, then it becomes boring again, then another twist will happen. These twists manages to prolong the show's life (which is becoming the show's weakness). An exampl...

I was reading this article about artists' that launched their companies' success and I found it somewhat lacking and disappointing, so I'm writing an article that I think is more long and descriptive. These are the list that I came up with after reading a lot of stories: RAIN - JYP ENTERTAINMENT I don't like Rain that much, but I can't deny his success and influence over K-Pop. He is literally the reason why Bambam from GoT7 decided to become a Hangul artist. Also, I've read that during his time in JYP he released a lot of chart topping songs and album. EXID - BANANA CULTURE I'm going to be honest with you. One of the reasons why I decided to write this post is because the article I was previously reading did not included EXID and I was pissed. EXID didn't find success faster like other artists, but EXID managed to chart Up and Down to number one on the charts, and this prompted to stop their disbandment and continue being entertainers. ...

I was listening to the song made by the Chainsmoker's and contemplated about my life a little bit. I actually heard this song like 2-3 years ago after I heard it in Pop Danthology, but I was listening to old songs like it's a #tbt; anyways, I was listening to Kanye and it made me think about my life is currently. I wrote in my blog a bunch of times that certain shows, music, literature makes me think about my life and makes me connected with the characters or the story of certain masterpiece, Kanye is just like that. Let me tell you a story of how I got to be here: I was born to Ivee and Gilbert (not going to tell my last name) on October 10, 2000, my mom at that time was in a stable job at a local bank and my dad just came home from Saudi Arabia after enslaving all his time to earn money abroad . After I was born, my dad decided to say here and decided to get into the business of raising pigs and driving them to the local market (the 1998 Asian financial crisis hap...

I have nothing to write today and I saw this old flash drive of mine with a lot of old stories, so I'm going to let you guys read this letter of what happens to me during Valentine's Day: I don't know why I'm telling you about Valentine's day when it's almost 3 months after February 14. Anyway, I have almost no stories to tell you guys, so I'll just finish up all of the stories I had in my notepad, so I'll tell you a story that happened in February 14, 2013. Since February 14, 2011 I've had a bad experience during Valentine's day, and no it's not the typical I have no date, I can't give chocolates to anyone, or any of the romantic stuff (although, I really have no date every Valentine's). During February 14, 2011 I fell on a steep ladder 3x that it almost made want to kill myself. I mean, why suffer from all that pain if I can end it with one move . Although that is the case, I finally stood up and my best friend...

TRANSLATION: Hi gian, uhm so basically I've been hearing a lot of negative feedbacks about you from other people, but I know you're doing your best to improve every single day. That's all. . . . It's not too hard to know where those negative feedback is coming from. Dave and Ari has been known to be a thing since 10th grade started and they have been confiding in each other but their pet peeves, things they get angry about, and all of that stuff. Also, Dave is really close with the other people from AGC, so it's not rocket science to know where those information is coming from. Why I labeled this pettiness? Well, I thought what I was doing about posting all of my feelings in this blog or that me not covering their name and exposing their true nature to the world with their names and profile on  is really petty, but I guess I was wrong. They are still talking about me through other people, and I know that people tend to say all their proble...

I'm tired, I'm very tired.  My whole life I have done nothing but cower in fear and cry when people hurt me. I'm tired of being hurt; I'm tired of being the one on the receiving end of all that anger and frustration built by the people I love; I'm tired of getting betrayal in exchange of my loyalty. Why the hell is the world like this? Is this the trend of the century? Hurt the ones that love you and love the ones that hurt you? Who the hell makes these rules? And why do people follow them? Why do my friends follow them? I'm a student in Senior High School, my name is Gelo and throughout my entire high school life my "friends" have done nothing but drain my soul out of the vessel I call my body. You might be confused, let me tell you what happened: It happened in ninth grade, I was good friends with this group of people until 8 months later one of their friends was throwing a hissy fit, she told me that they created a council full of peop...

Hey guys!!! This is a story of when someone saw my penis and until to this day it has traumatized me and because of that I've never been able to use a urinal. This is what I wrote last 3 months ago: In May 5, 2017 Yesterday was the third day of my summer job-after weeks of going back and forth to the recruitment office, I've finally landed on a solid job. My job is being a staff in a Sports Development office in the city hall (which is too much of a coincidence considering my previous internship is at the Sports Development office in my school). I was supposed to write yesterday how happy I was to bond with new people, and how departing from my office mates after a session with them for a summer is sad, but after the peeping tom experienced I decided to discard writing the previous post. You could say that this post is like a new rendition of the previous post I was supposed to post in this blog. We didn't had a lot of things to do yesterday in the offic...

I've been enrolled for our school's second semester for a month now and it has been nothing but torture. I've already given you guys a taste of how my second semester is going with my  Philosophy teacher  blog post, so today I'm going to tell you the other teachers I have.  Currently, I am taking up 9 subjects including PE, I haven't met our PE and Writing&Reading teacher, and my Practical Research, Statistics, and Pananaliksik (English Translation: Research [I'm confused as well]) are good people, so that leaves me with 4 nightmare of a teacher , I've already told one which is my Philosophy teacher, so I'll just tell you guys the remaining 3; furthermore, I will also tell you guys a story that happened today. Here is my schedule this second semester and as you all can see I am having a hard time adjusting now that we have Saturday classes and our Wednesday is a free day. That already bugs me, because I've studied in that institution ...